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Grief and Writer’s Block

24 Sunday Feb 2019

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creativity, grief, literature, personal, writer's block, writing

IMG_20170408_212517My big brother Peter died 15 months ago. Sounds like such a long time when I say it like that, but somehow the memory is still painfully fresh. He was diagnosed with Pancreatic Cancer 10 weeks earlier, and that was all it took – 10 weeks from diagnosis to death. Not nearly enough time for me to get over my shock and have any real appreciation for what he was going through, let alone work out how I could cope with it. So I concentrated on practical things: flying into Brisbane every fortnight and staying long weekends, going to appointments with him. I packed up my house and was moving down to Brisbane to help care for him but he died suddenly, 2 days before I got there, way sooner than any of us had expected.

The funeral was blur, then instead of grieving the big brother who’d always been there for me, all of my life, I focused on my mum who had longstanding health problems because I didn’t want her to die too. Peter had been living with mum for thirty years, since dad died, so I knew she’d take his loss badly. She’d not only lost a son (unthinkable enough) she’d also lost her companion. I couldn’t comprehend that kind of loss, so I didn’t try. I just moved into her house, cleared out my brother’s things and started the long process of settling his estate while I tried to prepare mum for life without him.

13124959_1191691010841723_5811980408688105280_nIt didn’t work. She died 5 months later despite a huge effort by all our remaining family members to support her. She was frail and hiding her grief. Also hiding the fact that when no one was looking, she wasn’t eating… anyway, another funeral. This time the combined shock just seemed to numb me. I took comfort from the fact that every day, women all around the world are losing their mothers. I knew we were all trying to cope with the terrible severing that occurs when the one person in the world who loves you unconditionally is gone.

MOTHERS DAY 2018-03Just as I had when my brother died, I took refuge in keeping busy, sorting through hundreds of ornaments and photos and vases, boxes of embroidery cotton and knitting wool and dress patterns she hadn’t looked at for 40 years. She’d lived in the same house for 62 years, and for every Christmas of my life I’d sat at her table for Christmas lunch: when I’d been single, married, a mother of two, single again and then a grandmother. So much of my life sitting at that kitchen table.

The thought that I’ll have my first Christmas Day somewhere else was incomprehensible, yet somehow we all managed it. My 30 year old son hosted Christmas lunch at his house for the wider family and without mum and Peter it was impossibly strange, and so awkward it hurt my heart. We kept telling ourselves Next year will be easier. Next year will be better. And maybe it will. I hope so.

I’m coming up to 18 months since I stepped away from writing, and after 20 years as a published author, writing full-time, that’s hard. The stories that used to buzz around my brain with chattering dialogue and steamy emotions are gone – for so long now that I almost forget what it was like to live in those fictional worlds.

I’m not depressed. Rather the opposite – I’m trying to live the rest of my life because my brother didn’t get to. But I don’t have any impulse to write, and I don’t know what to do about that. It’s been so much a part of my adult life…I’m not quite sure who I am without it.

A writing teacher, mentor and manuscript assessor. Yes, I can still do that and I’m getting better at it all the time. But the year I stopped writing I had three of my Husband Series novels shortlisted in the Australian Romance Readers’ Association Top Ten Erotic Romance awards. So shouldn’t I get back to that?

I don’t know, and a decade ago I could not have imagined thinking that. I was so sure I knew what life was about and what I was on the planet for. But now I don’t. Life has slowed down into coffees that last all morning, conversations with loved-ones that feel pivotal and taking the time for self-care: eating, sleeping, tending the garden.

IMG_0420Perhaps this is the business of grief, now that my role as the executor of two estates is over. Time is the healer, and to do justice to the love that has been lost, I seem to be taking that time, lingering over life as if it’s a book I’m not ready to put down. Examining small details. Allowing a space between thoughts. Listening instead of talking all the time.

Is this normal? I don’t know. But it seems to be heading in a positive trajectory, rather than the opposite. And whether it ends in me writing again…well, I hope so. My characters were always so real to me that I miss them as if they were friends on holiday. I’d like them to come back. I want to share their highs and their lows, but I’m not promising anything. All I can do at this stage is stay with each day and give myself the best chance I can to get back to those worlds.

Time willing…

 

March Prizes and Promotions

02 Thursday Mar 2017

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Congratulations to Newsletter subscriber, Beth W who’s won a $10 Amazon Gift Card in my monthly draw. If you haven’t subscribed to my Louise Cusack News author newsletter yet (some of the people receiving this are subscribed to my website blog), you’re not in the draw for next month! But don’t worry, you can easily fix that by popping over HERE to subscribe.

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Exciting things are happening in the Erotic Romance world. Last month I shared that 3 of my Husband Series novels (above) were finalists in the Australian Romance Readers Association Awards for Best Erotic Romance of 2016. Well, the award has been presented and I was pipped at the post by Vi Keeland, who won with her book Bossman, which BTW is a fabulous read. So no hard feelings here. I’m just thrilled to have three books in the top ten, and am looking forward to publishing book #5 of the Husband Series in the next few months – look out for Cal and Rosie’s sexily-ever-after!

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If you haven’t started my Husband Series yet, you can always grab book #1 for free. The list of retailers is below:

  • Amazon Kindle: http://www.amazon.com/dp/B01AJ8YMYM
  • Apple iBook: https://itunes.apple.com/us/book/id1115739092
  • Kobo: https://www.kobo.com/ww/en/ebook/husband-sit
  • Barnes & Noble: http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/husband-sit-louise-cusack/1123819136

And if you like my books well enough to recommend them to friends, I’ll be very grateful.

I hope you all have a fabulous March wherever you are in the world. Here in Australia we’re coming out of one of the hottest summers I can remember, so I’m looking forward to Autumn, cooler days and all the deliciousness of hearty soups and snuggling in front of my laptop with a coffee!

joeyI’m sure our local wildlife will appreciate cooler weather (and rain) as well. We’ve had quite a few kangaroos coming into the yard looking for water, and earlier this week a joey just out of the pouch got separated from his mother when the mailman frightened them. He ended up in my gated backyard (still haven’t worked out how – that’s a very high fence!) and I had to enlist neighborhood friends to coax him back out and reunite him with his mother. He was one jittery little guy! I caught him briefly on video, so if you’re interested to see him in all his delicious cuteness, click HERE.

Well, that’s it for now, folks! Happy reading until we’re chatting again, and don’t forget, if you love a book, please take the time to review it!

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Three day sale: grab it while it’s HOT.

31 Tuesday Jan 2017

Posted by louisecusack in About Writing, Uncategorized

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99 cent kindle, amazon gift card, Amazon gift card competition, books, competition, erotic romance, erotic romance boxed set, erotic romance collection, Valentine's Day

arraHello and welcome to a shiny New Year!

I’m in celebration mode this week. The first three books of my Husband Series are currently shortlisted in the ’Favourite Erotic Romance of 2016’ award by the Australian Romance Readers Association. A fabulous validation from readers – many thanks!

For those who haven’t read the series yet, I’ve created a bargain opportunity: my Kindle box set containing all four Husband Series books has been discounted to .99c USD for a limited time.

To grab your copy and see what everyone’s talking about, click here: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01LY1TAQ8

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In other news, I’m closing down this blog soon so I’m hoping you’ll switch over to my newsletter where I’m currently running a competition. Everyone who’s listed as subscribed to my newsletter on Valentine’s Day, is in the draw to win a $50 Amazon gift card. If you have a friend who likes erotic romance and you think they’d like to subscribe and be in the draw as well, please share this blog with them so they can follow this link to subscribe: http://louisecusack.us14.list-manage.com/subscribe?u=d4bd0873e9ccf2a31dd31f1c5&id=c0dfa0c583

valentineDo have a great lead-up to the most romantic day of the year, and if you don’t have a ‘significant other’ to share romantic treats with on Valentine’s Day, can I suggest that you spoil yourself? Despite all the glamor of romance, the love you have for yourself will be the most significant love in your life, and it’s also true that you can’t give what you don’t have. So love yourself up so much you feel pampered! And then you’ll have heaps of love to overflow onto those around you.

That’s my Agony Aunt advice for the week!

Scout out the next Amazon best-seller

05 Monday Dec 2016

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amazon customer, books, DaVinci fantasy, fantasy romance, kindle scout, literature, lost world, love triangle, Medici fantasy, romance, writing, young adult

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Amazon has a new website: Kindle Scout where Amazon customers can ‘scout’ through unpublished books and nominate those they like for publication. This is reader-powered publishing where you get to choose what gets published and what doesn’t…

…which brings me to SILK.

Authors will tell you they love all their “babies” equally, but most will have one project that’s the book of their heart, and this series is mine. The Florentia series began it’s life over ten years ago when I first came up with the idea for a portal that joined our world with a lost world that DaVinci had discovered. Then I imagined what would happen if DaVinci’s patrons, the Medici, stole the device from him, conquered the lost world and had been ruling it for 500 years. What sort of society would they have by now? And what would happen if someone from our world stumbled into it?

During the last decade I’ve written many iterations of this story, moving it from straight Sci fi into Fantasy and now firmly into the Fantasy Romance genre. I undertook a research trip to Rome and Florence where I met Medici scholars and even stayed in a building where lesser members of the Medici had lived during DaVinci’s lifetime. In my two decades of writing, this story is the one I’ve loved the most and had the hardest time selling (maybe there’s a correlation there!)

In any case, when Kindle Scout came along, I realized this was an opportunity to share details of the Florentia series with the public to see if it has the sort of wide appeal I’m hoping it will. That’s where you come in!

As someone who subscribes to my blog, I’d love to share this with you. If you are an Amazon customer and have time during December, please pop over to Kindle Scout here: https://kindlescout.amazon.com/p/GDATHRYHT8YR where you can see the cover, read the first 5000 words of the story and nominate SILK.  You can also check out other books you might like to nominate, and become part of the process of readers deciding what they want to see published. And if you want to share this blog post or the link to SILK on Kindle Scout with your social networks, you will earn my eternal gratitude!

As a reward from Amazon, if your nominated books are published, you’ll receive a free copy for taking the time to support them.

Thanks so much for reading this, and for being part of my journey. Writing is a solitary job, which I love, but it can feel lonely at times. So your interest in my career helps me with moral support to keep going through the tough times and the momentum to surge ahead when opportunities arise.  You’re much appreciated!

Husband Series book 4 is published!

28 Wednesday Sep 2016

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Amazon Kindle, australian setting, erotic romance, erotic romance series, husband rollover, Kindle, kindle unlimited, new release, romance

Husband Rollover FOR WEBThe craziest of the four girlfriends in the Husband Series has finally been pinned down by the man of her dreams in this stand-alone, full length, sexily-ever-after erotic romance. Here’s the skinny on the plot:

Fritha Wynde is a free-spirit, sleeping with whoever grabs her fancy, especially if the grab feels good! She has work that she loves, friends who let her wear rainbow-colored bridesmaid dresses, and girlfriends’ babies to cuddle. There’s not a thing about her life that she wants changed, until trouble walks into her feel-good teahouse, Bohemian Brew.

Trouble is a six foot two restaurant critic—Max—who has the audacity to ridicule the Banchee Tea, her signature brew, in his annoyingly sexy Brit accent. It’s time to retaliate and a low blow is in order—below the belt to be exact—but when Max discovers how delicious Fritha is, he’ll do anything to have her, including rolling over and playing dead.

Prude meets promiscuous in the fourth book of the Husband Series, bringing all four girlfriends together as Fritha tortures the one man who grabs her fancy along with her heart.

And if you’d like another little tease…

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This series is exclusive to Amazon Kindle, which means you can download the books for free if you have Kindle Unlimited. No need to wait. You can grab HUSBAND ROLLOVER right now:

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Rainy weather is writing weather

01 Friday May 2015

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This was my morning (thanks to Lisa at Blainey for my beautiful coffee cup).

pablo(5)If you’re not a writer yourself, you might not realize that writing and water are intrinsically linked. It’s one of the reasons I moved to the beach, so I’d have those crashing waves. The sound of running water (having a shower, hosing the lawn) can loosen up the most stubborn writers block. So rainy days are a gift to writers, no matter where they live.

But don’t imagine you have to be a professional to benefit. Anyone can have their creativity triggered, so if you’re stuck indoors on a rainy day, don’t mope. Pull out that journal you’ve been meaning to start, or create a blog. Rain is creativity pouring down, so don’t waste it! Tap into that abundant stream and let your own ideas flow.

Note: a dressing gown and slippers will earn you bonus points, as does a pet curled up at your feet.

Happy writing!

Fantasy inspired by an imperfect childhood

25 Tuesday Nov 2014

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alice in wonderland, alone, books, childhood, creative writing, fantasy, inspiration, loner, Shadow through time, writing, writing process

I was asked at a weekend workshop I was teaching, “What one thing has inspired your creative writing the most?” and it really made me think. There have been many formative books and movies: Alice in Wonderland, Edgar Rice Burroughs Princess of Mars, Frank Herbert’s Dune, but when I get right down to it, the thing that really inspired me to create fantasy worlds was wanting to escape my own. Not because my childhood was terrible, but simply because I was alone a lot, and had so much time to think about how life could be more exciting.

A rare pic of me playing with someone else - telling my cousin stories

A rare pic of me playing with someone else – telling my cousin stories

I did read books, but instead of constantly losing myself in someone else’s created world, I fantasized about my own, inventing bizarre landscapes, allies and enemies, and most importantly, a reason to be in that world – a well motivated goal. My first fantasy (which became my Shadow Through Time trilogy) was about a girl called Catherine leaving our world behind in a quest to find her missing twin brother. That goal drove her actions for most of the story which was about love – the love of a brother, of a family, and ultimately of a kingdom.

I’m not sure if I craved love as a child, but I certainly fantasized about it, created stories about it, and later turned those fantasies into best-selling novels. Being alone so much when I was in a family of four children didn’t feel strange at the time, but I think I was considered a loner or at least a child who was happiest playing alone.

To a lot of adults, that would appear to be an imperfect childhood, and I can imagine helicopter parents wanting to ‘socialize’ a loner child, to fill their day with activities that involve other people. But now that I’m so much further along in life, I can see how unhelpful that would have been for me. The childhood I experienced, perfectly shaped my creativity. I couldn’t have asked for better.

DestinyOfTheLight_coverJust wanted to share that insight, for what it’s worth! If you’re curious about that first fantasy series I wrote, the opening book Destiny of the Light is currently FREE as an ebook, courtesy of my publishers Pan Macmillan. Enjoy! And let me know in the comments below whether you’ve had insights into your childhood, especially if you’ve experienced something “‘seemingly bad” that’s turned out to be perfect for you as an adult.

Thanks for reading!

Coping with rejection

08 Wednesday Oct 2014

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head and heart, manuscript, manuscript submission, Marie Forleo, rejection, turning rejection around, writing

Business woman crying head in handsWriters submit manuscripts and get knock backs. It’s a fact of life that even multi-published authors have to deal with. Unless you’re Stephen King or JK Rowling (which I’m not) there’s a chance that your latest offering won’t be adored by the first publisher who looks at it. Intellectually I know that. But the heart and the head don’t always agree. When I started off in this business twenty years ago, rejection felt like this to me:

What? My precious baby isn’t what you’re looking for? How could you say that? I slaved over that manuscript. I poured my life-blood into it. I just offered you my heart on a platter and you stabbed it. Several times. Soon to be followed by: Does this mean I’m a crap writer? Maybe I should just stop kidding myself. Publishers know what they’re talking about. I’m just a woman sitting in her pajamas drinking too much coffee, fantasizing about worlds that don’t exist. I should get a day job. Something I’d be good at. Because I’m clearly no good at this…

Thankfully time has moved on, and many, many rejections have helped me re-frame my reaction to a “Thanks, but no thanks,” email. I’ve learned that publishers see lots of manuscripts that are of “publication standard” and from among them they have to choose something that not only suits the line of books they’re publishing, but also knocks their socks off. For most publishers, the choice to take on a book is quite subjective. I can’t have any control over that. I can only offer my best work and have faith that it will (eventually) fall into the right hands. Which of course it does.

Now I’m more likely to think this when I get a rejection email:

I really appreciate the fact that you took the time to consider my story seriously. I understand that not all publishers or even all fantasy readers will love my work. I’ve seen the different reactions to a novel at Book Clubs. So what I’m looking for is the one publisher who adores my story so much that they’ll advocate for it with their marketing department and fire them up with enthusiasm enough to spill over into their interactions with bookstores and online resources. I’m sorry you’re not that person, and that you’ll miss out on the unique opportunities my story offers. But I wish you well as I continue my search, having patience that the Universe moves in perfect timing. All is well in my world…

Yes, it’s a bit Pollyanna, but it works for me, and not only with writing, but personal relationships and other business dealings I might have. I’m not an “I’ll show those bastards!” type of girl. But if you are, you are going to love this latest offering from Marie Forleo who I thoroughly recommend as an inspiration and a resource for women in business. Her reaction to a patronizing comment is priceless:

I wonder, how do you cope with rejection in your life? Does it fire you up? Have you got any tips on how to turn it into motivation to keep going?

Snapshot Interview with Louise Cusack

29 Friday Aug 2014

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book, fantasy, interview, publishing industry, Silk, work in progress

I spilled the beans about my latest fantasy novel Silk. If you click on the image below you’ll get all the goss:

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Romance Rocks Presents… Louise Cusack

25 Wednesday Jun 2014

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Romance Rocks Presents….

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